I know that no one really reads this but Michael and I are so in love and I hope that everything goes well. I love him so much. I got into Cosmo School. I'm really happy about that. Also, I don't start untell January. Michael and I have been together for 10 Mounths on the 11th. He is in colage to study how to fix cars. I am really proud of him. this is my last year of High School. I hate it so much. I got to go talk to you later write me!
hey everyone,
Michael and I are actualy doing well. I'm dealing
with my own problems. I need to trust him more. I hate that I don't but
dam I have never not trusted someone so much. He's never cheated on me
that I know of and I love hime so much I just can't open my heart for
some reason. lol I don't know. you guys help me!!!
Everything is so messed up. I mean it's not really THAT messed up but in my head it is. Like I love my boyfriend I mean LOVE him, but I need him to tell me and reasure me every once in a while that he loves me. I feel confused because I don't know what he's thinking and I don't know if he wants to be with me. I want to be a bitch and say hey do you want to be with me or not but I also know that's no the way to go. I should just tell him, " If you love me please reasure every so often because I can't read your mind and lately I don't know what's going on." I don't know. Hopefuly I can talk to him tomarrow. I also found out some shit and I like it but hate it at the same time. I like it because I know I have someone that will treat me so well if Michael and I brake up and I hate it because I love Michael and I real weird around this guy when I'm with Michael. It's crazy shit. I love him and I know that if we end up not being together it will not be because I want to be with this other guy. I don't like braking up for someone for another person. I hope everything will work out how it's suposted to. Give me some advise.
